You dropped your body.Now what?

Do you believe that a spiritual being can be burned or frozen? Or sent somewhere against his will?

As a kid,I was torn apart between christianity and islam by my family.My mom’s parents were muslims and my dad’s family were orthodox christians.And on top of that I had parents
who grew up in the time of atheism bloom and I went to public school were spiritual discussions were not tolerated at all.
My friends and I sometimes would skip P.E and would just sit in the locker room and talk about ghosts,poltergeists, afterlife theories, UFOs and supernatural stuff.Some of my friends had near death experience,some had experienced day ja vu,and I learned that they were more spiritual than they were pretending,despite all public education.
Stories about near death experience very interested me, because I had one of my own.
Most of kids came from the same backround as myself : from mixed christian-muslim families.
And just by listening different stories I was trying to figure out,what really happens after person dies. The theory that the worms eat you and this is it, that our teachers at school were pushing,was not working for me.
What was the most confusing,is that every story was different.
Later on, when I got into scientology, I have audited many people and stories about near death experience, between life
area, (and even simple blocking out for a few seconds were totally different).One thing was the same,though: most christians would tell me they see “the light”

I was really confused about that,untill I read somewhere,in some magazine, that after a person dies,he goes to the place according his religious believes.
That theory solved a problem for me,I thought it was a great theory that could put the end to muslim-christian war but I was not sure how it works.I thought, it works something like that,
“OK, who are you? A Baptist? Ok, stand in this line..And you? Let me see your tag..”
(I knew a muslim woman who was in her past life a Catholic nun.I thought,”oh,well.. May be she decided to try something else for a change.”)

And I knew others who changed their believes from one lifetime to another,even got converted to another faith in the same lifetime ,and I was not sure how that theory can be aplied to cases like that.

Then,in Scientology,fundamental of thought,I read following,

“By actual demonstration a thetan goes thrugh walls, barriers,vanishes space,apears anywhere at will and does other remarable things. It must be,then, individual can be trapped only when he considers that he is trapped”
” If a thetan can suffer from anything,it is being out-created.The man if stations of being out-created would be destruction of his own creations and the owerpowering presence of other creations.

And I said,wow, if each philosopher out-creates another philosopher,and every religion is trying to out-create another religion,no wonder were is all this confusion comes from!!!

Do you believe in reincarnation?
It is possible only if you believe it.
The thing is,there are no rules in spiritual world others than you crate.

Then I realized, that
religious indoctrination starts when a spirit forgets he has his own ability to create and accepts reality of others.

Do you believe that you can be burned, or frozen or sent somewhere against your will?
Sure.It can happen. Only if you think it can.

You see, in spiritual world we create our own world. It is totally ours.
We have choices of what to do and where to go. There are no rules unless you think there are and you think you must follow them.
(That was my first cognition)

Then,in the same book, LRH said, “..the person usually returns to a planet and procures,usually,another body of th same type of race as before“and I said,”What?! The same race?Really?Is that a rule?
It just does not work like that.”

And I can prove it.
(Since my teenage-babysitter was trying to get me to believe, my dolls can talk and I proved it was not true,by asking her to fill
her mouth with water and she could not get them to talk after that, I always was putting everything to the test)
Here is a prove: My youngest daughter,since she was 2, was talking about living in China and having different parents, and then a man with a gun shot her, she felt down and died.You see? China.
And now.. what is her race? She is white, (Russian- Tatar- German-Cherokee- Irish).She broke the rule..
Or,another example. My cousin was born in China. But his parents are both Tatar. He only lived in China for a few weeks. But when he had troubles in school spelling and my aunt asked,what’s the matter, he cried, ” Bcause I am Chinese!” (my mom likes to tell that to people like a family joke)
So, is keeping the same race is the rule you can break,then?
(Well..After all,LRH said,”usually”)

So,are there are any rules at all?
I don’t think so.
(Let’s say,somebody wants to throw you in the lake of fire. How will they do that?I mean,if I live in physical universe,and ,let’s say,I want to throw my kid into the pool, I have to pick him up.And throw his body in the water.How can something to be done to a spirit,who has no body, against this will unless a spirit believes that’s the way things work?)

If spirit believes something can be done to him because the same thing was done to other spirits who told him all these stories, then he is not being a cause, he is just being an effect of those
stories.

That’s why I think, Xenu story was something that LRH made up as a part of scientology
indoctrination. It obviously was real to LRH. It became real to others just because they became the effect of it. And LRH’s personal mock up was spreaded as facsimilie of all OT 3.
(I was discussing how thetans share pictures in my previous article)

(I knew one person who told me that the reason he knew Xenu was real,was because he had pictures about Xenu in his head, before he got in Scientology,since he was a little boy.For a while I thought,it must be true, but guess what, that guy discovered later that he was a scientologist in his past life, and more likely,that’s how he got indoctrinated.By becoming an effect
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And guess what?Last night I realized,
I can be anything.
I can have anything.:)
I can create anything.
I can cause anything.:)
I am the source.
I can be the cause at will.:)
And I felt great about that!!:)

But why then I have to follow the tech that was created by somebody else?
Now I can create my own tech,that is real only to me

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